Saturday 31 December 2011

Thinking in 2011



Another year ending, another one beginning... Thinking in the 2011 I can say that it was a good year... began well, ended not so well... Despite that I can say it was good. I made some choices that changed my life, completely and I do not regret them... in fact, I support them. I've came across some good times: began a friendship with someone I truly admire, found some old ones and apreciate the ones that were there and didn't even know. Realized that I have friends and acquaintaces... but this was fine... in life not all that claim to be your friends are and I have learnt with that. I also started to be more a family person and tried really hard to be the best daughter I could be... on this I didnt go well. Still haven't made my parents proud. Hope someday I will. Went to a work place where things didn't go too well but with that I have also learnt... probably made me change my entire life, made me see that there are things I really need to change. Despite that not so good working place, I have met people there who are now my friends (or should I say acquaintaces?) ... Went to Mexico. Not an easy choice but a good one. Never been happier I think. Bad moments? Some... probably lost that friendship I talked earlier because of my stupidity... Received bad news now in this month, which I hope will only be bad memories of 2011, argued with my dad and realized too that my life at this moment is so pointless... isn't that stupid?
Mum, dad, sis, niece you are really trully important to me and forgive me to not say this too often or at all. Wish I was different. Really do. One day (I hope) will make you all proud of me.

To 2012 I just ask a thing: Help me to be a better person

Happy 2012 to all of you who read this blog and to all the people I love.