I wanted to go to Miami and I knew it would be hard. What I didnt know was that it would take me so less time to realize that I couldnt make it here. I thought that once I was settled, I would be ok... but I wasnt. I knew I should have given more time and all that but the problem is that... I know myself, if I dont like it at the beginning I will hardly like it afterwards. I wish I was different. I wish I could make it but I didnt. I feel such a looser, for giving up in such a short notice... but I have to. Otherwise, I would probably get sick. I will be ok at my country. And this taught me a lot... I will be a different person now in Portugal. I am sure of it.
Carla
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